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I Believe In Everything... And Nothing
let it Out
Created on 2005-12-15 07:00:42 (#9033050), last updated 2008-01-16
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This is my journal. Here I can let myself be free. I don't have to present this package here. I have many faces, some I'm proud of, others I wish were not a part me. I am strong, smart and beautiful but sometimes I feel weak, selfish and ugly. I often stop myself for saying things or, expressing certain emotions I have built up inside my head as being below me; here, in this medium, I will let them out. Even the brightest stars sometimes are obscured by dark clouds so that you can not see their light. Here I can be honest with myself. Here I can say the things I hate myself for thinking. Here I can write the things that I beat myself up over because I allow them to get to me. I am not perfect. Here I can write things I want to share with a select few. Sex, Drugs and fleeting moments that I don't want broadcast to everyone I know can also be found here. A release in honesty and expression. As I keep growing and learning I too, sometimes falter along the way. When I do I can reflect upon it here, in this space. It is all apart of learning, growing, experiencing and becoming the person you want to be. Good for bad, bad for good- they all happen for a reason and I am glad for them. If you don't like what I have presented here, then don't read this journal- it is that simple.
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